i'm sorry

I really regret not sending u off a few months ago when u flew off or not even calling u to talk in the days before u went away. And at that point in time, despite repeated reminders from Liang hong, i had a sneaky feeling i would regret my procrastination. I also really regret not organising soccer for u when u told me to cos u haven't played with us for a long time and i remember being so excited when u asked me to organise and yet i didn't do a damn thing about it.

I will nv know why u did it. I really wish i can talk to u one last time, but i will nv ever be able to do it. I am truly sorry my friend, but i am glad to know that i had the honour of being your friend, and that u are in a better place now.